Reclaiming the Sacred Body: Decolonial Healing and Indigenous Wisdom with the 4-D Wheel

This dissertation examined unpublished archival materials from the Kinsey Institute'sGina Ogden Collection alongside an in-depth interview with a sanctioned Pachakuti MesaTradition (PMT) teacher to explore the Indigenous foundations of Ogden's 4-D Wheel. The 4-DWheel integrates mind, body, heart, and spirit for sexual healing and is widely recognized in sextherapy. However, its Indigenous roots, particularly Ogden's apprenticeship within PMT, aPeruvian shamanic healing lineage, have remained invisible in scholarly discourse.Drawing on Indigenous Research Methodologies, this study revealed that the 4-DWheel's four-directional structure emerged from Ogden's encounter with don Óscar Miro-Quesada's mesa in the early 1990s. She adapted PMT's cosmological organization—North(Air/Spirit), South (Body/Earth), East (Mind/Fire), West (Water/Heart), Center (Integration)—tostructure her ISIS survey findings on sexuality and spirituality. Yet institutional pressures led herto hide these sources. Her painful trajectory, from concealing PMT connections to being fired forappropriation in 2009 to naming them explicitly in 2010, reveals uncomfortable and complexbinds facing those who bridge Indigenous wisdom and western institutions.As a racialized white woman studying another white woman's work, the researcherengages what Kuhn (2024) calls "unsettling" privilege. This is restorative scholarship, makingvisible Indigenous contributions erased in western practice. This research supports what potentialdecolonial practice with the Wheel requires: naming PMT lineage, creating ceremonial space,honoring the Wheel as sacred ceremony rooted in ayni (Miro-Quesada, 2015).Using IRMs as ethical stance, the researcher employed the 4-D Wheel itself asmethodological guide. Embodied practice, encounters with serpent medicine, the Goddess,ceremonial guidance, demonstrates that Indigenous spiritual knowledge requires first-personparticipation to be understood. The findings revealed that pleasure reclamation and integratingsexuality with spirituality constitute political resistance against colonial systems maintainingpower through disconnection from bodies, ancestors, and the sacred feminine.At the heart of this work lies a longing for wholeness and connection, for rememberingand re-membering mind, body, heart, and spirit. A longing to challenge patriarchal, puritanical,racist binaries around sexuality and support healing for those told their bodies are shameful, theirdesires deviant, their identities too complicated to belong. Ultimately, this research conveys theindispensable role of Indigenous wisdom in healing and calls for ethical integration rooted inrespect, reciprocity, and the collective healing of colonial wounds that have separated us fromour bodies, our pleasure, our lineages, and each other.